My mind has lost direction. Once I had plans and dreams. In fact I was living for tommorow forgetting today. But she made me think about it. Sometimes persons of whom you expectet something like this least change your life most. By her influence I started to become someone new, someone better than me, a person living the day and still reminding tommorow. But life betrayed me. A stranger decided to ruin everything I tried to achieve. She left and took all my hopes and beliefs with her. How could she do this to me? Was I just fooling myself? Didn't she love me? Was it just a desire that made me think that I mean to her as much as she meant to me?
Suddenly I was alone, caught up in between. Between the life I couldn't live anymore and the life I wasn't strong enough to live.
Now that I've been alone for so long I want to find a new path but I can't even see my old ways anymore. For months I learned about pretending. Pretending that I'm fine, pretending that my feelings changed, pretending that she didn't hit me so hard. But deep inside I know better. Truth is: it was even harder.
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true story, wenigstens kannst du es sagen. es gibt jungen, die sowas neimals zugeben würden
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Ich versteh's jetzt zumindest ein bisschen mehr.^^
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