My mind has lost direction. Once I had plans and dreams. In fact I was living for tommorow forgetting today. But she made me think about it. Sometimes persons of whom you expectet something like this least change your life most. By her influence I started to become someone new, someone better than me, a person living the day and still reminding tommorow. But life betrayed me. A stranger decided to ruin everything I tried to achieve. She left and took all my hopes and beliefs with her. How could she do this to me? Was I just fooling myself? Didn't she love me? Was it just a desire that made me think that I mean to her as much as she meant to me?
Suddenly I was alone, caught up in between. Between the life I couldn't live anymore and the life I wasn't strong enough to live.
Now that I've been alone for so long I want to find a new path but I can't even see my old ways anymore. For months I learned about pretending. Pretending that I'm fine, pretending that my feelings changed, pretending that she didn't hit me so hard. But deep inside I know better. Truth is: it was even harder.
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Dass das keine Spitze gewesen sein soll ist doch Bullenkeks.
Außerdem bist du schon wieder total aggressiv.;)
Mir doch egal oO
Tu was du willst.
Das soll ich dir abkaufen?
Wenn Hyate sich hier nochmal hertraut und keine ausreichende Entschuldigung vorlegt, verprügeln wir ihn intellektuell, bis er es besser weiß. ;)
Das war ne Spitze? D:
Hups.
'Tschuldigung?
so grob sagen wie du, Hyate
(sorry, Rotzer, ich kanns nicht lassen :D)
Und dabei bin ich in Englisch gar nicht mal so gut.